Thursday, October 30, 2008

The truth about a long long journey...

...is that it is tempting to stop along the way. I just put the money orders and the requests back in the mail yesterday. So we are now officially, four weeks or less from our next step.

I would think about sending the request from time to time but I wouldn't get up and do it. Yesterday, time and opportunity showed up at the same moment and I did it.

I don't think I'm procrastinating. I'm just not feeling any urgency. I'm almost 40 and have lived that long without knowing. I think if it was a long lost relative or friend that I had a previous relationship with, I'd try harder.