My motivation

My father never articulated how he felt about the possibility that he could have a child that he did not know.

Now that he has passed, I think about how angry he was that I was looking for them. He kept asking why I wanted to find them.

I never articulated, fully, my reason. My dad was the reason. He was an incredible man. I want anyone who came from him to know that.

I stopped the search out of respect for my dad.  I never meant to bring any pain to his life so I let it go.

I know that deep down he wanted me to find out for sure. He gave me so much detailed information about them and their mother, he had to know I'd use ut.

I'm going to research birth records in the next state that they could've been born in.